I’ve been thinking a lot about my body. My curves. My ass, my breasts. I have a womens body, not one that I’m happy with. A lot of girls aren’t though. I’m just complaining. I workout, I go running and I work on my upper body. I do it all. I ran so hard I threw up on myself.. And just kept pushing through with the stench of vomit on my shirt. I want to be beautiful. I want a thin girls body, a size zero. Not an eight. I want to starve myself for punishments. I want to make my body regret ever having seconds.